My Struggle

Over the past few weeks my life has been crazy. Not due to any external forces directly effecting me, but because my mind has been going crazy. This school semester has been good so far, but it has been very depressing and not very optimistic when it comes to human character and the direction our human population is going. Economic issues, environmental issues, the treatment of animals, venture capitalism, food nutrition, the list goes on and on about how much shit we have to deal with. All I want to do is work a good job, eat good food, breath fresh air, spend some time in the wilderness and lead a good life. It seems like that is getting harder and harder to do though, and it pains me. I have such an internal struggle going on right now. Maybe I'll just disappear.